"If we lived like we sang the world would be a different place"

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

The Private Worshipper


greetings y'all,

i like to start my blogs with a joke, no not really but thought id share one here with u guys that i thought was pretty funny.... actually made me think of pastor stephen cause he tells me relative stories...sorta.

A minister parked his car in a no-parking zone in a large city because he was short
of time and couldn’t find a space with a meter.

So he put a note under the windshield wiper that read: “I have circled the block 10 times.
If I don’t park here, I’ll miss my appointment. 
FORGIVE US OUR TRESPASSES.”

When he returned, he found a citation from a police officer along with this note.

I’ve circled this block for 10 years. If I don’t give you a ticket, I’ll lose my job. LEAD US NOT INTO TEMPTATION.”

LOL, pretty funny yea? (maybe cause i feel the minister when it comes to parking in the city) ;P

not that this happened to Pastor Stephen or anything of the sort, but just thought he'd enjoy it as much as me.. lol!

ne way,

this past Sunday service @ D.E.M. was awesome as usual and alot of love was going around since our beloved Jason Lee visited for the weekend from RutgersU, it was his birthday as well and our sister Ailee had the pleasure of caking his face, or smothering rather~

 priceless ;)










Jason, 
As you grow older may u draw nearer to your Maker my friend. Let every fiber of your body declare His glory (1 Corinthians 10:31), you are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalms 139:14). Thank you for loving Jesus and thank You Jesus for loving Jason. =)

Another highlight from this Sunday was the sermon, 
 "The Private Worshipper".

text taken from Matthew 6:2-7, 
2"So when you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and on the streets, to be honored by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. 3But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, 4so that your giving may be in secret. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.
 5And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. 6But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. 7And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words."

Pastor Stephen posed a crucial question to every and any kind of worshipper out there,

"who are you when no one is watching?"

from Pastors to you & i, everyone has, is, or will be held accountable for this question.

ya kno, i think it ez to put up fronts and facades... heck i've done it myself!
and when doors closed.... hands, eyes, or mind idle... there's a spiritual war going down during those moments.

and we are demanded to equip ourselves with the armor of God. (Eph. 6)

strategize, mobilize, & memorize!
 
we have to understand GRACE and the power of Jesus on our side~ then we can OVERCOME and let it be about, "Christ in me" whereas we are "dead to sin".

Therefore, Christ can take our hearts and not our empty traditions or head knowledge.

there's a difference between knowing God and knowing about God.

there's a difference between knowing how to worship and worshipping.

from the miniscule decisions to the grandeur ones.... what movie to watch, where we hang out, what we do infront of the computer, what website we spend most of our time on, what games we spend our time on, what kind of car we drive, what kind of clothes we wear, what kind of music we hear, what kind of shows we watch, and the list goes on.... 

we take for granted these small kinds of decisions which turn into patterns which then leads to type of character or person we are and if we can agree that who we are is not glorifying God then shouldn't we make that effort to either examine or change some patterns or decisions in our lives?

don't get the wrong impression of legalism here.
i'm simply amplifying..... 
"Jesus didn't come to make bad people good, 
He came to make dead people alive!"

we don't have to live mediocre lives or lukewarm Christianity (REV 3:16)

we are alive in Christ and dead to sin y'all, cmon now~(Romans 6)

let's be as my brother Jason says, "Souled out" for Christ and find Him in that secret place, behind closed doors, outside Sanctuary pews, beyond the doors of friday night service, in the bedroom, in the library, by still waters, in empty auditoriums, under the stars, behind the bleachers, in the bathroom! etc... =)

i just encourage anyone and everyone who reads this.... 
to keep your secret place w/ God.

werd.

as i write this, i found my secret place with God or found God in the secret place rather...from Mon-Thurs.. 1-2 p.m... he leads me to still waters.
and so i took a picture...
















"The Heart of Worship"

When the music fades 
And all is stripped away 
And I simply come 
Longing just to bring 
Something that's of worth 
That will bless your heart 

I'll bring You more than a song 
For a song in itself 
Is not what You have required 
You search much deeper within 
Through the ways things appear 
You're looking into my heart 

I'm coming back to the heart of worship 
And it's all about You 
All about You, Jesus 
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it 
When it's all about You 
It's all about You Jesus 

King of endless worth 
No one could express 
How much You deserve 
Though I'm weak and poor 
All I have is Yours 
Every single breath 

I'll bring You more than just a song 
For a song in itself 
Is not what You have required 
You search much deeper within 
Through the way things appear 
You're looking into my heart 

I'm coming back to the heart of worship 
And it's all about You 
All about You, Jesus 
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it 
When it's all about You 
It's all about You Jesus 

Its all about you 
Jesus 


Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Debs

greetings fellow "bloggers",

still getting used to this spot to blog, or "blogspot" rather.
Goodbye "xanga", what's good "Blogspot"! ;D*

the probable cause of my conversion is due to my beloved D.E.M. kids, how awesome it is to read the blogs of high school students who are being radically molded into the likeness of Christ, and this Christ-likeness is what encourages and compels even their teacher to persevere on the same path.

a path of glory, gratitude, and yea... even suffering.

as God has been doing cuhrazy things in my life recently, i'd like to share the story of a friend.

one of my recent praises has been the reuniting of my friend and i, Deborah.

a friend from when i was in middle school who has been going through some struggles and knew i had given my life over to Christ and become a "Jesus freak"....took the initiative to track me down, literally..... hoping i can help guide her to a different path.

for those of you who have heard my testimony, starting from my middle school years have not been so pleasant. One person who knows this truth first hand is my old friend Debbie.
beginning her search from the websites and groups on my facebook, she diligently found the church i attended in Queens for friday worship and researched the service times hoping to cross paths and visit me at EMC (Ebenezer Mission Church) for Sunday worship.

not knowing i serve at Diaspora Church in Jersey on weekends, she had made the 1 p.m. service only to find her friend was not there.
in disappointment and grief as she was about to leave.... God spoke and convicted her enough to stay and listen, through Pastor Jae.
she was bold enough to stay for the whole service.

afterwards, she continued her frantic search for her friend.

and as a result of her determination and openness to a different approach to life, she found her friend who recommended she try Jesus. =)

we attended Times Square Church last Sunday and she found herself in tears at times not really knowing what was happening, i told her it was the Holy Spirit.





















She plans on getting plugged in back with her old church b4 she gave up on God and is currently being consumed by the truths of the gospel of John, praise Jesus!

If you guys can say a prayer for my friend, she is indeed one soul that God is rejoicing over.

and dont know if you're reading this Debs~ but girl... u the WOMAN~ seek truth, seek Christ and u'll find flowing rivers of peace, joy and love from a King who is mighty to save, proud of u.

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i hope this blog can be an encouragement for people who don't think people see the Christ in us Christians..........cause we definitely are an encouragement to them.

evangelism doesn't always have to be through the four spiritual laws or following protocol (not saying we shouldn't spread the word through word of mouth either), but something as simple as who you turn to in times of trouble or how you approach certain situations or how you interact with certain people.... simply life.


"Watch your life and doctrine closely. Persevere in them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers." -1 Timothy 4:16 (NIV)

werd
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here's a poem that i also posted on the "Diaspora English Ministry" facebook group, which i recommend you guys to check out and encourage one another through sucha tool!!!
=)

Christians - By Maya Angelou

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'."
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.

When I say. "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace,somehow
.

werd

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

AWWWWW SSNNNNNNNAAAAAPPPPPP~

what's da deal every1~?!

blogspot just got hot~ NAHMSAYIN ;)

Pastor Stephen had convinced me that blogspot needs me, so here i am

will try my best to update~ still tryna get used to this. 

let's all show my page some love and vote on my poll, "How cool is JP?" lol! YEAYUH


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for God's glory, holla.


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on another note:

i've always wanted to come out with my own Jesus branded clothing line~ until i found www.Jesusbranded.com, lol!
ive bought some things from them before and the message is great and Christ centered~

there actually giving away free shirts for people who blog about them! so here i am supporting there ministry and getting the word out that we need not clothes that advertise, exemplify, or portray the sinfulness of the world, but the hope of Jesus.

Christian T-Shirts & Apparel, Men's and Women's Christian Clothing | Christian Shirt Store
check em out!
for people who need them "back to school gear"

God bless y'all