"If we lived like we sang the world would be a different place"

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

*Giving Thanks on Thanksgiving*

"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."

-1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

There's not one thing in my life that does not happen for a reason~

i will praise him when it's hard, and i'll bless him when it's tough~

He gives and takes away, still i will say, blessed be the name of the Lord~


today's thanksgiving with friends was awesome~ praise the Lord. =)

wish i could blog more, which i shall later on, but it's 3 AM right now and im turkeyed out, already.... round 2 later on, praise God~ ;D*


this year, no matter what happens... or doesnt happen..... give thanks and be joyful in our Savior, Christ.

we are more blessed and have more things to b grateful than we know.


"Though the fig tree does not bud
and there are no grapes on the vines,
though the olive crop fails
and the fields produce no food,
though there are no sheep in the pen
and no cattle in the stalls,

yet I will rejoice in the LORD,
I will be joyful in God my Savior."

Habakkuk 3:17-18



Thursday, October 29, 2009

"GOT YO BACK"

"As recipients of God's mercy, our aim is to reach those whom the world has forgotten. Embracing a call to compassion to love the unloveable, to reach the unreachable, to touch the untouchable."

"Whatever happens, conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ." -Philippians 1:27

Past few weeks have been pretty hectic.

finding comfort from the people God's placed in my life =)

tryna "conduct" myself in a "manner worthy of the gospel",
esp when mapops thinks i dont care enough about him and his business.

papadukes was recently discharged from the emergency room and so the house and family business have been crazy.

Finishing up midterms as well, but not yet.

Canceled my service on the Work Crew @ Big Event =\

Father requesting i miss church this weekend to help out at home and work, a bit frustrated... and praying... for sanity.

only highlight this week, was with my cell group tonight~

this EMC men's group has been more than good fellowship, but a great place to pray for each other and "lay our requests before God" (Psalms 5)

sometimes, we just need that group of men/women of God to remind us ....... God got this.

let's stay encouraged and have that heart of urgency to let those perishing know, including our family & loved ones....... that life is short, and we only get one... let's not waste it.

"thank u Father, for having my back"
Romans 8:28-39



Brotherly Love.




Thursday, October 1, 2009

"Indescribable"

PRESS PLAY


You are beautiful beyond description
Too marvelous for words
Too wonderful of comprehension
Like nothing ever seen or heard
Who can grasp you infinite wisdom
Who can fathom the depth of your love
You are beautiful beyond description
Majesty enthroned above


And I stand, I stand in awe of you
I stand, I stand in awe of you
Holy God to whom all praise is due
I stand in awe of you.





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as NEW WAVE did it up, now is the hard part.... follow-up.


how can we keep the fire going? commitment true? confession genuine?...

"it's not about us, it's about Jesus"

today, we had cell group at my place and watched, "Indescribable" by Louie Giglio. 
Gave some crazy numbers and really gave some perspective on how small we really are in comparison to the heavens which declare the glory of God, daily.


 and in the midst of all this, in the center of the galaxy is....


who came and died for us...

"what is man that you are mindful of him?
the son of man that you care for him?" -Psalms 8

"But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: 
While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." 
- Romans 5:8



glory to God. 

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

"Common Seed"




"The heavens declare the glory of God;
the skies proclaim the work of his hands."

sometimes when u look up in a starlit sky, you marvel and am captured in a momentary freeze of awe.
the shrinking feeling of reality kicks in...

for me at least.... how a God so big, could love a person so small.

in these weeks past, different paths, choices, opportunities, mistakes, heartaches, joys continue to mold me and God is there.... whispering, shouting, instructing, disciplining me.

the life of a Christian isn't easy.... but oh so rewarding.

"Endure hardship with us like a good solider of Christ Jesus." - 2 Tim 2:3

say werd.

This Saturday is "Common Seed", and EMC Youth Day.

Outreach Event.

Here to reach souls, "to seek and save the lost".

stay mission minded. gospel-centered. focused....

oh look.... purty tree.




COME AND SEE COMMON SEEEEDDD!! =)


y'all kno da deal

Monday, August 31, 2009

"New WAve"


"NNnnnnNNNNnnNeeeeWWw WAaaaAVvEEE"....

....is the chant you hear during our gatherings, get-together's, retreats, & occasionally in the halls of the church.

not really a chant but a holler~ i wanna say a cry that represents unity and identity within the youth of EMC.

Since MArch i've dedicated and have been serving the "New WAve" youth... and it's been fun =)

just came back from a youth camp/outing for 3 days 2 nights, it was fun.

good fellowship, good company, not so good bathrooms...but we still praise Jesus.

but more than a fun experience, i pray that the 15 members of the "New WAve" begin to understand this calling to be a Christian in a world that is not-so-Christian.

"it's not about us.... it's about Jesus"

the world may ridicule us, mock us, curse us, reject us, call us crazy.......... but we gotta understand, they did the same to Jesus..... we're in good company, feel me?

to stand amongst the lines of apostle Paul, Moses, Esther, JEsus, etc... we gotta understand:

 "Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off EVERYTHING that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart." Hebrews 12:1-3

this is to be a life-changing truth in our lives..... hope.

the New Wave is not about.... pride or clicks or biases......

but it's about the new generation.... the youthful generation... the upcoming "clouds of witnesses"...

they have a calling, to b salt and light in a world of bitterness & darkness.

Please pray for a new wave of passionate youth to bring good tidings and the gospel message in which will emanate from their lives!

Les do this~ NNNNnnnnNEEwwwW WAAAVVEeeEEE! =)

the power of "Velveeta"
holla~


Friday, August 21, 2009

"The Gift of Worship"



so life has been bz...

summer job has got me on the clock w/ crazy hrs.... next semester already stressing me out... youth retreats to plan.... fellowships to attend....  now that summers coming to an end, preparing for the fall =)

even though i have been lacking sleep.... i enjoy having a schedule!

it helps me to manage not only time but to keep in check my perspective of life, feel me?

the job i work...
the school i attend...
the church i serve...
the city i live in...
the family im in!

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!" 2 Corinthians 5:17

"...be transformed by the renewing of your mind." Romans 12:2b

i pray that daily, that God would give me that Christlike mindset.... 
to see people as souls, my job as a mission field, to live w/ purpose....... and not fancy the things of the world, but the things of God.

to love the creator, not just the creation.

lately God has been keeping me in check through His people... whether it's my Hunter IV chapter or my EMC fam.... you realize this life with Christ is a win win deal~ 

from people to places and lifestyle and hobbies... God is not only all around it, but all up inside it... it's an amazing thing really~

when God becomes the center of our worship and lives.... it stops being just... recreation or routine......... but it becomes worship.

my job becomes worship...
my school becomes worship....
my service in church is worship....
"worship is lifestyle" as they say ~

so many things coming up and things happening.... "God keep me going, be my motivation and passion always, that i may never lose sight of this race marked out for us.... u got me, and that's all that matters, werd"

"Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God—this is your spiritual act of worship." Romans 12:1


funindasun
"how good & pleasant when brothers dwell together in unity" 
Psalms 133:1




Tuesday, August 4, 2009

DR/Haiti Missions '09





"You wonder why people choose fields away from the States when young people at home are drifting because no one wants to take time to listen to their problems. Ill tell you why I left. Because those Stateside young people have every opportunity to study, hear, and understand the Word of God in their own language, and these Indians have no opportunity whatsoever. I have had to make a cross of two logs, and lie down on it, to show the Indians what it means to crucify a man. When there is that much ignorance over here and so much knowledge and opportunity over there, I have no question in my mind why God sent me here. Those whimpering Stateside young people will wake up on the Day of Judgment condemned to worse fates than these demon-fearing Indians, because, having a Bible, they were bored with it---while these never heard of such a thing as writing."
-Jim Elliot


"Answering a student's question, 'Will the heathen who have not heard the Gospel be saved?' thus, 'It is more a question with me whether we, who have the Gospel and fail to give it to those who have not, can be saved."
Charles Spurgeon


"I have but one candle of life to burn, and I would rather burn it out in a land filled with darkness than in a land flooded with light"
John Keith Falconer


"Here am I. Send me." 
Isaiah

here are a couple of the "clouds of witnesses" set before us (Hebrews 12), and man, what a testimony.

in my heart, i pray that God would give me the spiritual and physical vigor to one day obtain the faith of the examples set before me.... and be able to say with all of my being, "Here I am, send me".

this is my second year to the Dominican Republic as a short-term missionary, and yet again... the only word that expresses the whole experience would be, "AMAZING"!

we hit about 11 Batey's and some local churches and even a beach resort! which was insane and unplanned but God made a way and wanted those people to hear the gospel just as much the less fortunate needed to!

there were moments during our time at the Batey's where i would just go and pray to myself..... with the heavens above me, the Batey village around me, and the Spirit of God stirring words in me.

i would just stand there and be able to marvel at how much God truly loves us and cry for the people who think they're forgotten.

there were Batey's with nice churches, broken down churches, tented churches, and no churches.

so many cults come through these places, from Mormons to Moonies~

we come across pastors who've been through one month seminars declaring them "Ambassadors of Peace" for the area~

no matter how bizarre the situation may get, i can't help to wonder... what will convince them that Christianity is the right way, and how to distinguish even that from a cultivated institution itself.

but we can't lose focus....

we weren't there to tell them Christianity is the right way....

we were there to tell them about a God who loves them and hates sin~ and that by the blood of a Christ who is more about others than Himself, cared till the point of death to reunite God and man at the foot of a Roman cross 2000 years ago... to pave that way into eternal life.

that the God of the universe, YEARNS deathly... for a relationship with us.... and not to see our lives wasted~ but to be rooted... in "trees of righteousness" (Isaiah 61)

i can't help but walk away with a corner of my heart burdened bcuz of unfinished work.

a burden to see more souls come to Christ, a burden that tells me that this short term missionary work is not enough....

the call of an oversea missionary perhaps? the call of a preacher? the call to be a Christian?!

it's ridiculous.

why would God choose me? out of billions??? naawwwwww

but the fact of the matter was.... that when i was looking into that starlit sky, i realized.....

I'm 1000 miles away from home, i've just ministered to 11 out of hundred Batey's, around 24 Batey's in the past 2 summers, shared the gospel in Spanish, and was looking into a universe that God created.... and this God could've chosen a billion other people to do that.......

but He chose me.... so my heart wasn't asking "why" any more... but more like, "wow".

it became more like... "thank You Lord, for choosing me.... for letting me see things only You can reveal, to hear things only You can tell me, to do things only You can do through me...... for simply using me"

wow.

i can't explain in a blog how this whole thing has given light to different areas of my life, but one thing is for sure.... it's moments when you realize God is using u, your heart, mind, body, & soul... become one for the Kingdom and burns that much brighter not amongst the brightest... but brightest amongst the darkness.

man, i don't know how clear that last statement is for some of you...... but all i can say is...

I can't wait for next year.  =)

1.

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the bus which brings good news
soldiers training...
soldiers strategizing...

never forget Batey 40

this is where church starts.... with faith.
bringin in the town!
Batey space
another church

the least...
of these.
mangos so good u can eat it right off the tree and with the skin...
the bugs are no joke!!! ahhh

this looks like brooklyn lol
fun @ the beach
last night @ resort stage, was crazy.

GOD IS GOOD!



1 “The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon Me,
      Because the LORD has anointed Me 
      To preach good tidings to the poor; 
      He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, 
      To proclaim liberty to the captives, 
      And the opening of the prison to 
those who are bound; 
       
2 To proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD, 
      And the day of vengeance of our God; 
      To comfort all who mourn, 
       
3 To console those who mourn in Zion, 
      To give them beauty for ashes, 
      The oil of joy for mourning, 
      The garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; 
      That they may be called trees of righteousness, 
      The planting of the LORD, that He may be glorified.”


Isaiah 61:1-3

Thursday, July 23, 2009

"It's a New Season"


blog blog blog.....

it's been a while since i have.

a crossroads of biblical doctrine and daily living.

my only excuse, is that God's been keeping me bz... and this Thurs morn seems to be the only time i have for you.

after doing my QTs this morning, i was convicted to pray for my "Sanctification".

Sanctification is not the imitation of Christ Jesus in holy living..... but an impartation.
"....in letting the perfect qualities of JEsus exhibit themselves in my human flesh."

"....it's not something Jesus puts in me--it is Himself in me"

sometimes we forget how we're given the Spirit to not only discern, but overcome.

we are more than conquerors. we are redeemed. we are appointed, annointed, & forgiven.

"JEsus, help me to live a life of holiness, patience, love, faith, purity, & godliness." -amen

man such a high calling, but all the more reason to try harder!
let's do this fam....

don't mean to get emo on u guys, but when it comes to God's word and just being able to spend that time with him.... it's inevitable that He'll penetrate your heart and even your own convictions, letting us know... that it's about Him and not about us. werd =)

so, so many things going on this summer.... where to start.

got a job at the beginning of the month at the Fairfiled Inn by Marriot as a front desk agent.... and dang y'all.... mad secular.
from the prostitutes that check-in to the adulterer's working at the front desk alongside me!

God has me here for a reason y'all!! lol

ive shared my faith with 2 of the co-workers already, but man... they're just very close-minded to the gospel.

but that doesn't stop me from praying for them...

2 of my co-workers goto the same church as i do, which is awesome.... but i fear one of them is more influenced than being the influence.... esp as his position as Assistant General Manager.
the world will do that to u... harden u.

"you are called to be in the world, but not of it" - Jesus

God reveals this to me daily.

on another note:

YOUTH HALLELUJAH '09 starting today through Sat.!

EMC Choir will be doing a 20 min opener for Fri........ i will be rapping...eh hemm*

show some love y'all lol =)

AND.... finally.... next week....i am off.... 

to DR/HAITI Missions '09!!! =)

i am both excited and burdened!! (holy burden of course)

we are praying and fasting for this and definitely practicing~ it's been hectic & chaotic... but God has a plan and we're just hopping on to what He's already doing.... so we're confident God will be moving during our time there and souls will come to know Christ as Savior! holla.

as disciples we're called to make disciples that make disciples and disciple-cycles, cmon now~

no such thing as a keep quiet Christian~

with that being said, im outtie =)

stay blessed and remain victorious y'all... God is more than good, Heeeeeee's GREATTT! =)


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DongHo & i at bryant Park <3 (did i mention he's back!? =)

BBQ!! (a picture is worth a thousand words)
Brian-ME-Sang *TGS*!!
PEACE

Friday, July 3, 2009

*CHALLENGE 2009*



so this past Mon-Wed was pretty intense~ 

went on a youth retreat setup by the Baptist convention~ it was called, "Challenge 2009", fifth year and running.....

this past 1 is the best one yet!~

it was my first, and according to many of the leaders and kids... it was the best, praise the Lord ;)

i was incredibly blessed to have my first real retreat with many of my EMC family, including the older ones and most of the leaders.

i was able to pray for many of my brothers and sisters, which i was incredibly blessed to do...

i was able to lead the youth into worship and bless them with how God was able to use someone as hopeless and wretched as i was.... no matter how nerve wrecking sharing my testimony may have been..... the feedback was tremendous and encouraging, or tremendously encouraging =)
i praise God for the ears that heard, hearts that were touched, and commitments made that night.

the theme of Challenge'09 was 'trained to serve' and the verse on the back was from 1 Timothy 4:7-8.... "train yourself for godliness. For physical training is of some value, but godliness has value for all things, holding promise for both the present life and the life to come."

i pray till we meet again next year at Challenge 2010, you guys will remain in His righteous ways and continue to train yourselves for godliness and experience victory in every area of your life.... after all... we serve a God who is bigger than life itself and who made us more than conquerors..... lets do this =)

God's Groupi"E"

PRAISE WAS INCREDIBLE!~

BROTHERS AND SISTERS OF EMC incl Pastor Jacob


Monday, June 15, 2009

"Don't Waste Your Life Tour '09 NYC"


as we wave the banner...

Sho Baraka, Lecrae, Trip Lee, Tedashii, & Flame
FLAME

LECRAE PREACHING STRAIGHT GOSPEL
US CAMPIN OUT WITH OUR LUNCHEABLES JUST TO GET A PICTURE OR AUTORGRAPH OR SOMETHING FROM THESE GUYS!
GOTTA PIC WITH DJ OFFICIAL
AND WITH TEDASHII AND TRIPPPP LEEE~WOW

once Lecrae got up, the whole house got up~

fanplay.
Sermon jam LOL